***
Last
Chance
I
feel like there’s nobody,
nobody
but me.
I
have nobody,
there
is nobody else but me.
I
am all alone.
Then
I wonder,
wonder
about all the people
who
left me in the dark.
Than
I see a light.
I
hear a voice.
It’s
calling me,
telling
me it’s time.
I
go to ward it
not
knowing what’s happening.
It
shows me all my pain
my
whole life as I saw it would happen.
It
then shows me my life in the positive light.
I
tell it I want another chance.
There
are no other chances.
It
tells me I made my last chance.
Then
it shows me my wrists,
I have sliced them open.
Nobody
has left me,
I
have left them.
All
the people who loved me and cared for me.
I
scream for another chance
knowing
that I don’t have one.
I
go toward the light and awake
lying
in a dark room.
I
see people, I scream out to them,
but
they don’t hear me.
It
looks like a funeral.
There’s
a coffin in the front
with
a girl lying in it.
I
go up to it and look inside.
I
see me.
That
was my last chance.
***