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TO REALIZE
As I waste my life
sitting and waiting for
my love to return
I begin to realize that my love is gone forever.
I begin to realize that my life
can’t go on with out my love.
I look to my side I see the razor
and pick it up.
I bring it closer to my wrist
and begin to tear away at my flesh.
I feel pain yet it feels good
to know that the pain will come back
that it won’t leave forever.
Then I begin to realize
I only have one chance.
One chance of the pain
that it won’t comeback.
Tears begin to form
as blood drains out of my body
and my body becomes weak
and helpless.
I begin to realize.
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